Me and Earl and the Dying Girl by Jesse Andrews

Curiosity got the better of me because the reviews of this book mention a comparison to The Fault In Our Stars. This book is nothing like that book other than the fact that both have a female character with cancer.


Me and Earl and the Dying Girl is a dark, sarcastic, often uncomfortable story written by Greg. Greg, an overweight, very awkward, high school senior, is friends but not friends with Earl and they make shitty movies together. Earl is a foul mouthed bad tempered kid from a very dysfunctional family. Rachel is a girl who Greg is forced to be friends with by his mother when Rachel is diagnosed with Leukemia. They used to be almost friends but Greg messed that up and would have rather not be friends with her now, but how do you say no to being friends with a girl who is dying? She is the only one who likes Greg & Earl's films.

There are parts of this story that are awful, both in writing and in content but that is intentional since the story is told by Greg as a book is writing. He knows he isn't a writer any more than he is a film maker. He doesn't think anyone will even read his story so admits he says things because of the feeling of having no audience. And it works. You get the feeling that high school is filled with land mines and booby traps just waiting to blow you to bits that will take the entirety of your adulthood to fix.


There are no warm fuzzier to be found here, it is grit and gross and sad and funny.

(Finished October 12, 2015)

Day Four (The Three #2) by Sarah Lotz

While this is a sequel to The Three don't expect to pick up with the same characters.

The first 3 days of a cruise on the ship The Beautiful Dreamer are uneventful and average. But something happens on Day 4 and spiral downward over the next few days. There is a small fire in the engine room, eventually the power goes out, the bathrooms stop working, and no way to contact anyone for help. Oh and there is a murderer on board. And the ship might be playing host to some restless spirits. Day Four has the taste of conspiracy theory story, paranormal mystery, and a bit of Lord of the Flies thrown in for good measure.

There isn't much more to be said without giving away the story. I liked The Three better but this was a creepy twisty story that is worth the read.

(Finished August 2, 2015)

Armada by Ernest Cline

From the author of Ready Player One come Armada.

I liked this book, but honestly not as much as Cline's debut novel. 

Back are references to the geek past. This time the focus is mainly on the alien invasion and space adventure genre of books, movies, and video games.

Armada is the name of a video game played by main character Zack and much of the world's population. He ranks 6th on the all time best list of the players. Tera Ferma is a companion game that fights similar alien invaders but from the ground. When he was a baby Zack's father died in a "shit plant explosion" leaving Zack alone with his mother and boxes of his fathers belongings. These include video games, VHS tapes of movies and tv shows. And a notebook filled with what looks like an insane conspiracy theory. 

The theory is that video games where players battle alien invaders and movies and tv shows about these invaders are the governments way of preparing people for an inevitable alien invasion and training people to fight the aliens. 

And guess what? It turns out to be true and Zack gets recruited to join a world wide military force to help defend earth. There are a lot of battle scenes and they are quite detailed, as battle scenes tend to be. But these involve computers, video game consoles, virtual reality, and drones. 

There are some twists in Zack's story but I won't spoil you. As I said, I liked Ready Player One better but I enjoyed Armada. 

(Finished July 29, 2015)

One Last Thing Before I Go by Jonathan Tropper

This was my first Jonathan Tropper read. I want to read and saw the movie This Is Where I Leave You. I really liked the movie and hear the book was very good. This book was similar in style, sarcastic, irreverent, moving, and thought provoking.

The ending made me drop the book and feel a WTF moment and it is the only thing that kept me from giving it 5 stars on Goodreads.


What if your life was a mess and it was completely your fault. What if you lived in a crappy apartment surrounded by other people who also fucked up their lives. And then what if you found out you were dying unless you had an operation. Would you wise up, have the operation, and then make things better? Or maybe you would think that the only way to make things better was to not have the operation because if you were well you would go back to being the same hot mess you were before you got sick.
This is what One Last Thing Before I Go is all about.

Past his prime one hit wonder rock star Silver has messed up his marriage and been a shitty father. Then he finds out he needs heart surgery or he will die, soon. And his 18 year old daughter is pregnant and has come to him for support, even after he has never given her reason to think he would be would be there for her. And his ex-wife is about to get remarried. So he chooses to not have the surgery. He thinks having it will make him continue to be the crap man he has been.

I was moved by Silver, and angry at him, and pulling for him. I liked him but hated him. And I wanted him to be ok.

(Finished July 19, 2015)

Midnight and the Meaning of Love by Sister Souljah

The story of Midnight, who is a side character in the book The Coldest Winter Ever, begins in Midnight and then continues here.

To begin reading his story you need to put aside any credibility issues his age will cause you to feel. Yes, it could feel like there is no way someone as young as him could do these things. Put try not to focus on the number and just think of him as young. It is also the 1980's and the world was a different place then. A young person could get on a plane and travel alone with very little trouble then. Trust me, I know, after all when I was 10, in 1981, I ran away from home and managed to buy a ticket, get on a plane, and fly from NY to CA alone. I have been on my own since I was 15. So just put aside the 2015 mindset that a 14-15 year old couldn't live the life Midnight was living.

You also need to put aside your own world view, thought on religion, thoughts on women's independence...this isn't a story about if it is right to have more than one wife, if the Muslim faith is good or bad...it is the story of how one young man lives and loves as he feel the things young men feel and he tries to live according to his faith the way he knows it, the way he was taught it from birth, which was not in America but rather in Sudan.

Also, religion and lifestyle aside, some of what he is capable also defies what one would think possible, but there this is much like other fictional character, they are able to do things we air breathing mortals who do not live on the pages of a book only wish we could do.

And lastly, Sister Souljah could be called the hip-hop version of Jane Austen or George R. R. Martin, in that she will write as Austin did, many paragraphs about the color of the sky or the decoration of a room, or like Martin 6 pages about every damn meal. But it isn't crippling. For instance when she writes about what Akemi's room looks like, the stained glass, you can really see it.

If you can do those things you will enjoy Midnight's story. It is erotic, violent, heartfelt, and filled with love at its heart. He is a young man who loves and respects women even if it seems like he is out to be in control of them. He is just doing and thinking what his faith tells him is the right way. It can be jarring if you hold different beliefs, but it gives insight to a lifestyle that may be different than anything you know. And isn't that a good thing? A story that is entertaining but also could be a window into a world that is not your own?


(Finished July 17, 2015)


P.S. There is a liberal use of the "n" word in both books telling Midnight's story. As a white woman, even though I am the mother of a young black man, it never felt comfortable to read it because I felt like I was saying it in my head, but in the context of the story is fits, but I still won't ever use the word.

Istanbul Passage by Joseph Kanon

Just after the end of WWII there are still some operations taking place, Jews being helped to safety. Negotiations with Russia and Germany for how things will run in peace time. Trading of spies and secrets. It is not really over for those in Istanbul. Among the populous is Leon. He works for R.J. Reynolds. But he is also involved in the underworld of backdoor deals, courier for a man in the American Consulate. He also has a wife who hasn't spoken since a horrible incident involving a boat of Jews she was helping to leave. She lives now, silent and locked away in her mind in a clinic while Leon gets caught up in a case.

Russians, Romanians, and Americans want this one particular asset. Leon was tasked by Tommy King to meet this asset and move him to his next stop as he is being sent to the U.S. supposedly with valuable information. But when the pick up goes horribly wrong Leon's life is changed.

Istanbul Passage takes place over the course of a few days as Leon tries to figure out what to do with the man he is left looking after, what to do about the incident in the docks, what to do with and how to do the new job he has been given, and who is anyone he can trust.

This is a slowly unfolding, tense drama filled with intrigue. This isn't a fast paced, action packed adventure, it is a slow burn, more Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy than it is Mission Impossible or a Jason Bourne story. But it is well told and satisfyingly stressful story.

(Finished July 12, 2016)

Midnight by Sister Souljah

Oh the buy 2 get 1 free table at Barnes & Noble...Oh how it gets me every time. Often I use it to get books I have been waiting to read for awhile, but sometimes I find books that I might never have come across otherwise. This was one of the later.

I read the back of the book and the setting was the setting of my childhood, the Brooklyn projects, and the time the story is set in was the years of my early teen years, as a matter of fact Midnight and I were born in the same year. While reading the exploits of 14 year old Midnight I was revisiting much of where my 14 year old self was at the same time. It was surreal, I could see the streets, hear the sounds. Sister Souljah had me back in 1985 NYC.

At times 43 year old me was thinking there was no way a 14 year old could be doing these things...then I remembered me at 14 almost 15. I was running around NYC by myself, riding the subway, hanging out in East New York, exploring Greenwich Village, going to Coney Island...

Midnight is way to tough and grown up for someone so young. But I knew boys like him and boys like those he tried to avoid back then. And it isn't so far fetched to think this was happening to any of them. When you are forced to grow up, you do. And so many young people in the projects are grown before they are of legal age.

This was a gritty read, a coming of age story unlike any I have ever read before. A young Muslim man comes to America with his pregnant mother from Sudan to escape danger there. He wants so badly to do what his father has taught him is right, to live by the tenants of his faith. He cares for him mother and once she is born his sister. He becomes the protector of his family at the tender age of 7 and by the time he is 14 almost 15 he is more man than any male in his neighborhood. He works, he loves, he protects, he struggles to do what is right in the face of danger and temptation. He does a couple of awful things to protect what is his, but he is really a very good human and it makes him an intriguing character.

This was my first Sister Douljah book but it won't be my last. If nothing else I need to know what happens to Midnight.

(Finished July 8, 2015)